What dreams may come

Well work was interesting today. I was answering a call about a cold room and went to check it out. My computer was acting funny so I checked it against another unit I know it works on. So I was in an office with two female cops and their secretary and they were talking about Valentines day and not having a real date. The secretary then looks at me and says “Your married right?” My response was “No.” One of the other ladies say “Well he must have a girl-friend” My response “ Unfortunately, no.” I laugh cause they both give me a once over. One says, “So what are you doing on V-Day around 8:15, (to the other lady) We will get off (work) by then?”

So I don’t know if they are serious but none the less I thought it was very faltering. I wouldn’t mind taking either one them out. Both very attractive in different ways and I wouldn’t want to have to choose. The reason I say that is due to the fact that I really don’t know either of them. But who knows… what dreams may come….just maybe I have a date for V-Day

Laters


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I don't know what it is about this picture but I find it interesting. I took it today at a site

An ode to the lost soul

Today is what I call d-day. They I made a decision to extend my own existence. I cannot blame a single person for this moment. Doing such would be true ignorance. None the less I still feel that I had something to do with it. None the less it is an experience. its funny too, I told my friend the story of the last girl I loved and he told me that only I and George Costanza would have that happen to them. But I must raise my head beyond the experience for these feelings are temporary. This blog has turned into my own psychotic sessions.
Meghan – You were the first of many and I learned so much. I have such anger towards you but no ill will. You taught me what I don’t want and I thank you
Laura – I will always remember the night where you cried on my shoulder for a lost friend. I wish I treated you with more care and didn’t throw you away like I did.
Allison – You were awesome. I enjoyed spending time with you. You let me see the ability to just have fun.
Erin – How could I ever for forget you. You showed me exactly what I wanted in a wife. You let me drop my guard and accept me
Lorrann – I threw away one of the most special people that walk this earth and I am sorry. Your deserve the best and that is all you should expect.
Catlin – You were my first kiss. What an amazing kiss it was. I will never forget you and fith element. Please forgive me.

I could go on but I am scared of how might read this. I have had my heart ripped out by women and you know who you are, and I have done the same. I guess it is just the way things balance themselves out. I don’t know what the future has for me but this is my wish:

I wish the best for
The one I love
The one I have loved
And The one I will love
May your dreams truly come true
For you have given me more than dreams can offer


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First New Years Resolution

It came to my attention in the past few hours that it has been a year to the day that I said “I love you” to someone other than family and friends. It almost sends a shiver down my spine that I haven’t even come close to feeling that way for another person. I have had opportunities to form these feelings, but it seems that my heart won’t allow me to. I think my last girl friend really screwed me. But with this New Year that is almost upon us, I hope that I will get the chance to find a special someone. I am going to push myself a little harder to get to the gym, organize, and focus my energy on the important things. Health, family, and work! May this new year bring all your dreams into the realm of reality.

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Note: The picture on this post was taken on another rooftop that I was working on. I think it goes well with this “awakening”

Christmas Eve Memories

So today is an interesting day. It is Christmas Eve and I am filled with mixed emotions. Today is an anniversary of happiness and sorrow at the same time. On this day I met someone that was very special to me and I still think about. I was at a book store and shopping last minute for my brother. As I entered the store by gaze was drawn to the cashiers and I was amazed at the beauty I saw. As I found the gift for my brother I go in line. Just my luck I was too soon or too late to get her as my cashier. So as I walked out I looked back and flashed her a smile and I received the same. Walking to my car I kicked myself for not taking a chance and asking her for her number. So I got to my car and started driving, I stopped in the middle of traffic and said “Fuck it! What do I have to loose?” So I went back in. I felt I needed more of a reason to ask her out. So I picked up a copy of the Iliad. Got in line and once again wasn’t going to get her to be my cashier. So I let the person in front of me go ahead “Tis the season” I said. I looked her in the eye and said, “I had to buy something so I would have excuse to talk to you. I was curious if you wanted to get a cup of coffee on your break” I said in the smoothes of voices. She replied with “I already had my break…” my heart drops. “But here’s my number if you want to get coffee some other time” Heart skips a beat and that is one story of Christmas Eve.

The other is a great deal more depressing. I was seeing the women for awhile and I was head over heals. Well… to save some of my own dignity, lets say she told me she was seeing someone else on this day. Not a good day.


But here is to bringing new memories with this Christmas Eve!

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BY THE WAY I DON’T GRAMMER CHECK MY BLOGGS ASS! IT’S A FRIGGIN BLOG. I DON’T NOT NEVER CHECK :-D

Damn Commercials

I was watching television this morning and I was sadden. It was a stake and shake commercial and you won’t guess who was on it… The chick from Blair Witch Project. She had two lines! I felt so sad for her. She went from making a groundbreaking movie to being a waitress at steak and shake! What has the world come to!


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The power of weather

So I get ready to go to work today and step out onto the pavement... *SLIP* ... right on my ass! Well not really I just slid a little bit but the other way sounds funnier. Anyways I get to use the power of nature to get out of work! SWEET. But then I get a call from my boss saying well you might as well do this while you’re at home. So I am taking a lunch break to write a new blog. I have a Christmas party to go to tonight... should be interesting. I gotta make an appearance so that IF I get into sales I will know these people better.
The picture comes from a few days ago. I was at my job site and looked up and said "WHOA!" And I actually said this out loud and some guy tells me to shut up and I think he muttered something anti-Semitic. Just kidding, the women behind me thought it was cool that I was taking a picture of the sky. So no worries... Back to work BITCHES...

I thought it was Saturday

I start getting ready for my work day the night before. I take a shower and get relaxed and then hit they hay by 11 o’clock at the latest. Well I did that yesterday and set my alarms and everything. I wake up at 5 o’clock Monday – Friday. When I am getting ready for work you’re still dreaming about giving you’re a dog a new car for Easter (not supposed to make sense because it’s a dream)
Well I wake up the following day and the first thing I notice is that it’s sunny out. That’s not right. (I recently purchased an alarm clock that project the time on the ceiling.) As I am staring at the ceiling I notice that its 11 o’clock in the friggin morning!!!! I was four hours late. Yikes! Long story and probably not very focused but hey, that’s me! Peace out bitches!

Here is a new picture too… kinda freaky.