So what is it your Really want?

Its always scary when you have to grow up. Your held accountable for your actions, you have to be responsible with your time, and you have to swallow your pride. None of the tasks are easy but they separate a child from an adult. It’s frustrating trying to find a balance between these two periods. When are you no longer a child and must become an adult? No one ever shows you this boundary; it has to bitch slap you in the middle of the night. “Holly shit! I am an adult! FUCK!” I said this not to long ago. It is a terrifying moment. You can’t run back home and have your parents tell you everything is going to be alright. You can tell your boss he is an idiot and quit. You can’t pinch a loaf in the reception area and say it’s a joke. You have to go swallow your pride, dignity, and self-respect and allow people to walk on you. But such is life! Life is filled with disappointments. Tough shit, how it goes!

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Sorry for the long wait loyal reader(s) it has been a frustrating journey. I have some new pictures and story that go along with them.

This one is from a jail where I was working at. I was told that I was going to get “F*cked in the ass" about 8 times by the inmates below due to not having cigarettes. Nothing sobers you up like threats on your anal cavity!

This one is how you got up to where we were working. It was about 4 or 5 stories up on rickety ladders. Its freaky when the ladder bounces while you are going up it.


These pictures were taken outside at the reception of my brothers wedding. I think it was the reception at least. But I was using my sisters “boyfriend” I use quotations because I am unsure the current situation they are in. I finally found the cd with the pictures so here you are.

It has been a long and tiring few weeks. Working on a roof without protection to getting the run around about promotions/demotions. But none the less I am here still blogging and kicking and screaming the entire trip. And here is one last picture so I can keep the male readers, dont look ma!!! :-D

Stop trying to control everything and just let go –T.D.

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